Happy to see other people enjoying their love live but not me. Yes! at the 1st place aku pun ase cam aku akan menuju ke arah percintaan yang bahagia setelah ape yg aku alami bpe bulan yg lalu. Cukup suffer. Aku laja dpd kesilapan. Setelah nekad memulakan idup bru, aku ubah kelemahan aku utk jdi gadis yg lebih baik. Then i found some1 who used to be my boy when i was teenager. Thought he is the 1. Thought he is my Mr. Right. Haha. Wrong! Padan muka. Kami ade talk2 pasal nk bertunang. Opss! Not kami. Keluarga kami. Huh. Owh yes! aku leh dikatakan agak terkejut dan sgt happy. However, after 4 months 2geda, ape yg dirancang x kesampaian. Why? Why? I dunno. He said that he not sure with his feeling. "I'm not sure weather i love u or not. I'm sorry." Just like that! Just sms! I cried. Not because i can't accept he is going to leave me, i'm upset because kecewa ngn tindakan dy. Then x sampai seminggu aku leh terima ape yg dy wat kat aku. Aku x sangka secepat itu aku pulih. Is it because i'm a strong person? Or it just doesn't effect me at all? I guess both! :) Right now aku jalani kehidupan cam besa. Ble nk kawen? Ble nk tunang? Tah! x sure lah. Yg pasti skang nk menyimpan duit, memajukan diri. Insyaallah.
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