And Together Now :)

At the 1st place i keep telling that how sad i am after what happened to me. Guess what?? Now i'm happy! How come? hehe. Aku ade ckp yg lam tempoh seminggu aku leh lupakan dy kan? Haha actually aku sendiri silap judge diri aku. Sebenarnye x pun. Aku x leh lupa dy secepat itu. Lgi2 ble aku xde penjelasan sepenuhnye dpd dy. Byk pk tentang aku ngn dy. So aku decide ngn muka x malu nye aku cari dy, selesaikan segalanye at once. Alhamdullilah.. respons baik. Setelah diselidik, dibincang at last aku tau sbb nye nape dy bgi alasan yg cam haram. Haram skitlah huhu. Aku pun xde terlintas di hati nk membenci dy. Then now we start all over again. Perbaiki ape yg x kena dan mulakan yg baru. Now, aku ase spt mula2 dilamun cinta. Haha. Gatalnye aku. Xpe, dy tataw pun aku gatal haha :P Setiap ari yg mendatang aku berdoa pada Allah S.W.T agar hati kami disatukan dan dipanjangkan jodoh. Entahla setakat ni ape yg aku, dy lah yg paling besh penah ade lam hidup aku. Eh? tol ke ayat aku ni? Cam x tol je. Ah! Mcm aku peduli. Apepun syg, ketahuilah sy ni cyg sgt kat kamu! <3

It Didn't Work Out

Happy to see other people enjoying their love live but not me. Yes! at the 1st place aku pun ase cam aku akan menuju ke arah percintaan yang bahagia setelah ape yg aku alami bpe bulan yg lalu. Cukup suffer. Aku laja dpd kesilapan. Setelah nekad memulakan idup bru, aku ubah kelemahan aku utk jdi gadis yg lebih baik. Then i found some1 who used to be my boy when i was teenager. Thought he is the 1. Thought he is my Mr. Right. Haha. Wrong! Padan muka. Kami ade talk2 pasal nk bertunang. Opss! Not kami. Keluarga kami. Huh. Owh yes! aku leh dikatakan agak terkejut dan sgt happy. However, after 4 months 2geda, ape yg dirancang x kesampaian. Why? Why? I dunno. He said that he not sure with his feeling. "I'm not sure weather i love u or not. I'm sorry." Just like that! Just sms! I cried. Not because i can't accept he is going to leave me, i'm upset because kecewa ngn tindakan dy. Then x sampai seminggu aku leh terima ape yg dy wat kat aku. Aku x sangka secepat itu aku pulih. Is it because i'm a strong person? Or it just doesn't effect me at all? I guess both! :) Right now aku jalani kehidupan cam besa. Ble nk kawen? Ble nk tunang? Tah! x sure lah. Yg pasti skang nk menyimpan duit, memajukan diri. Insyaallah.